what can my hands do?

you know..often i wondered to myself that what can my hands do?
hands are a very useful part of of body and many pple just happened to have talents by their own pair of hands.

some are born with the flair of writing.i love reading Ms Crayon's blog.she is such a talented writer and everyone loves reading her blogs.
check this out urself.
http://abysmalcrayon.blogspot.com

some can easily whip a few delicacies with their hands.

some can draw very well.i like Vonny's doodle.she just need a pencil or pen in her hand and she could give you a very nice/cute doodle.

some simply use their hands to play musical instruments.its as if their hands have a rythmn on their own.like Jason,he picked up drums and guitar all by himself.

some hands can just do all sort of things.

and i seriously wonder what can mine do?
you know..other than typing right now,i dun figure any other talents of my hands.and not that typing is a talent,haha.

i cant draw well and i used to hate Arts in my younger days,coz i just cant draw as well.my hands have got no gift of music,never that flexible enough to play a instrument.but again,i never have e chance to learn.
i cant write beautiful sentences or bring stories to life.
i,haha,cant cook..although my dad was a cheif steward.well..maybe that is the reason as well.

often i stare at them(my hands) and wonder what can they really do,in terms of talents.

perhaps God planned me as a really ordinary person.i realy have no talents or special abilities that can make me stand out.
see..although i dun go off tune,but am no singer as well.
although im no grades crusher in school,but am never among the top as well.
although im not the really plain janes around(no offence),but really never the hot thang on the streets.

its almost like being scripted in my life that although im not the worst,but is not the best either.

sigh...Jason is like the Jack of all Trades.he can do anything in everything(almost)but he claims that he cant hit the peak in any one area.
sure he can sing,but he is not the best singer.
sure he can play,but all are done at the intermediate stage.
sure he can draw,but he is not a artist.
sure he can write,but he is not a author.
sure he can cook(well...),but he is no chef.
sure he can kicks,but he is stuck as a semi professional player.

it may all sound similar between me n him,but it is totally not the same.
all i see is..if Jason is given a chance to venture further in any of the aspects mentioned..he can be among the top achiever.but somehow..right now,his life is like limited to a certain stage in any category.

whereas for me..really...even if i am given a chance,i can only work really hard to make up for it and still may not be among the top.

its not exactly that im upset..but i am not,erm...,i just feel un-just,u know..if there is gonna be my life.

im pretty sure everyone is unique in their own way and have a reason coming to this earth.so im like..really pondering and wanting to find up in what way,if any,am i unique or talented and so on..

its like..finding up what can you do in this life,coz u only live once.
i dun wanna let this one life be like..this.so not very exciting.
if we still exist after our death,but in other forms perhaps..like souls?i dun wanna the Almighty to question me,"so...what have you done in your life?" and i cant answered to that.
i could almost see that he will then shake his head,sigh deeply and walked away.

haha..sigh..

i wonder if pple come across thinking about all these craps,or am i the only one.